I was trying to tackle this programming problem in my office cubicle. It was all quiet. And then, all of a sudden, BLAM!
Right away, all of my solving process just when poof. Oh well, I haven't gotten to the right part on solving the problem, but sheesh THOSE DOOR SLAMMING ARE KILLING MY LIGHTBULBS!
I got into a short moment of rapid heart pumping and all angry thoughts just flushed upwards telling me to act act ACT! In all that silence, I took a glance at my colleague, whom seems to be slightly annoyed - he opened the (our) door, and glanced out (maybe-hopefully-glared-out)? A short 5 seconds later, we heard "sorry".
I was even having a a thought of slamming my book in all that anger.
It was about a few minutes before knocking off, and I had to try even harder to reformulate my previous thought process. All the while, pesky angry thoughts just keep coming up.
Finally I turn off my desktop and headed to the lift. Entering the lift, I was trying to find out why was I so angry about. And lol, suddenly the lightbulb did visualized in my head and went shattered into pieces. With so many people (strangers) in the lift I was suddenly itching for a chuckle. Am I going hysterical????
o.o;
I have a feeling maybe I ain't so normal?
Just trying to calm myself, the heart-beating still hasn't gone down yet and I am dying to laugh out loud over an image of lightbulb shattering in my head.
The entire evening on my trip back home, I am trying to figure out is this some kind of anxiety issue and how should I react the next time. We cannot, CANNOT have people slamming doors for no good reasons! And it ain't the first time they did it. Seriously. Right now again, the temper is rising. Lightbulb. Lightbulb. Lightbulb.
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