Your Asset is Time

Just today's lecture, our Prof shared this with us:

[Somewhat paraphrase, since I can't remember the entire thing~]

The only thing you have, is Time. Everyday, you are doing a trade with the Time you have. 

That kinda leaves me feeling really sad and stress. Up and until now, I still don't really know what I wanted in life. I don't know, is it just the culture in Singapore or it happens everywhere else too? I am just born, to be educated, find a job, and live life away? Ya ya, then I factored in that and say, "I want to get rich somewhere, so I can live my life comfortably."

So, basically in my whole life,
> Grow up, > Be educated, > Find a job and get rich some time?

Has my life been meaningful? Not really, am just trying to exist in some manner. I do know what I enjoy: dramas, tv, shopping?

Meanwhile, I am still pondering the decision: Carry on with school [take another semester to grab a minor] or just go out and work.

Yet the idea of going out to work kinda scares me. Its like a question my mentor during IO said to me: "What, don't wanna ever leave your parents?" XD. I'd been in my comfort zone for too long and I am growing rusty. :(

But but, I am just feeling, what if I made a bad choice and land myself in a job I never wanna work at? Hai, why do I think so much!

1 Down, 5 More to Go

HW310 presentation done! Finally~ 4 more modules of assignment to do, and 1 FYP report to write...

Oh yah, deadlines:

FYP report by next monday,

419 matlab basic coding and PCA to understand

403 quiz by tmr, and assignment to complete maybe by next week

Individual assignment for 415 [gonna die, I haven't even catch up on lectures] - and to learn how to do Python.

416 agent assignment to do and research

omgbetterstartplanningandgetwellsoonsothatican'tgetdrowsyonmedicineanymoreboohoo!

Stress been over for me. At least for now. Previously I been up and down on the moods due to overloading of stuff [in which I still haven't quite catch up]. Indeed, stress is made up by humans. The moment you release it all, let go of your emotional burden. "phewwww" away like a balloon letting air out.

:) Good luck to all peeps.

talk to myself!

Hi there, I am back!

To talk to myself ~

Today had been a been waste: I was trying to code, but feeling listless all day and feeling glare of computer screen...

The advice is: don't play with phone at night. Damn the games... :(

I should have been studying if I can't code ><! NOW I JUST REALISE THAT! NOW WAKE YOUR MIND UP AND STUDY!

rants again!!!

After successfully writing this small piece of code... I tested with a small test set of 3 documents. Ran perfectly fine : that was about 30 seconds of run.

Then...I thought to jump test into 163657 documents. Kinda suicidal decision. I was beginning to think the program will run the whole day o.o; It doesn't seem to stop anytime sooner.

Oh well, after 29 minutes it printed out my results. The sad part is...

I forgot to save it into a file, and I forgot to keep count of non-zero entries and the number of columns :(!

Damn it.

Another rerun?

Oh well, then I recall something during the endless run [29mins only pshhhhh kicks myself for exaggerating], KMP - lets try something?